Sigh..

I should be feeling very angry.
Somehow, the anger transforms itself into a long sigh.
I would love to know why.
I really hate to be affected by work.

I would say, of my 1.5yrs working here, there were only like maybe less than 1 hand's number of fingers I felt angry.
And, today is the worst of all.

Imagine...
You stayed late at work cos of a problem. And, about 1.5hrs, you are basically doing nothing. Waiting, hoping to be of some help in resolving the problem. Hoping to receive good news.
Left in disappointment.
Its ok.
Head to office next day, hoping it will be fine.
Another disappointment.
Its still ok, you tell myself.
You still have to pacify your dealer.
And, You didn't suppose anyone wana spend so much time on it too, if they could I mean.
Hence, You still extend your help. You still patiently provide your inputs and suggestions.
Right from the start, your guess was right. A pity, no one takes that into account.
A pity.
I guess thats why some coys don't make big money despite everyone working so hard.
Continue to imagine...
You were very tied up at work. A nice man who knows what he is doing always offer his help when you need it, persuade you non-stop to join in a conference.
You didn't want to join in. You know it will turn out bad. You know you will be wasting your time.
But, you just wana help the nice man. Especially when he tells you, "If you join in, we should be able to resolve it in 2mins."
It sounds silly to have like 10people looking at a problem from morning to evening too.
Hence, you called in ultimately.
Once you called in, you didn't hear any introduction. You just hear like 10 voices shouting your name non-stop.
And, the blaming game starts.
And, the people-who-don't-know-try-to-lecture-the-people-who-know game starts too.
You didn't want to join in to either of them. But, you have no choice.
Finally, you voiced out your anger. They didn't know what to do. Nice man just end the call, knowing things will turn ugly.
Are you able to imagine?

The above doesn't includes what the angry ger said.
You will be surprise to know I guess. As the angry ger is herself.

Ok, I suppose I can really try and enjoy the night now!

Im a happy ger, once again!
F1, Im coming!